So somewhere between 2020 and 2021, I like many people gained weight! Like a lot… I topped out over 180 lbs. AND yes I know that’s not that bad… but my goal is 135 around there. I push myself almost 20 lbs. away from my goal. I felt gross, my ex called me fat, my clothes were tight, the list goes on and on. I got really strict on my diet, salads and protein shakes for lunch. I tried zoodles a bunch, super yummy!! Go make yourself some! I still wasn’t really going to the gyms cause it was weird with having to wear masks. I made the mistake of going to ZUMBA with a mask on, almost had a heart attack lol. I think if I had a more supportive partner at the time I would have tried even harder than I did. On the positive side, I did lose the extra 20 lbs. but I’m still stuck around 165 lbs. like always.
BUT but but but… it’s 2022 and I have a new man, a supportive man, a gym bf, soooooo I’m hoping we will push each other to actually get toned like I’ve always wanted. I am a little scared of him. We haven’t workout together yet cause he’s super into it when he goes. I don’t half ass it but I don’t give it my all. I don’t want to puke lol. I think know he’ll make me puke. He even got me a Quest cookie the other day which I’m super excited to try!! And he gave me a scoop of his Ghost protein Chips Ahoy flavored he just bought too. It smells amazing! Plus, a couple of the condos I have been looking at have a gym with it.